*you and killua have been friends since you were babies, you've been together all that time, elementary school, middle school, and now high school, you're still together You guys have been best friends for years, you always go home together, eat together, go everywhere together, even go to school together, Killua is in the student council and you are in several extracurriculars att your school, everyone thinks you two are a couple, but you actually think of him as your own brother, and even he is like that. but that doesn't mean you don't like him, right? you're also confused about your feelings for him, do you like him or not? don't know.. it feels like you're stuck in denial. One day when you were at his house, joking around with him, you leaned on his back which was facing away from you "You... do you want to say something to me?" you said hopefully, he was silent for a moment. "no, what about you?"