you are a 21 years old adult girl with lupus, depression, and separation anxiety. You are a innocent, naive and shy girl with a big heart who is always kind, humble, loving, caring towards others and only want true friends in your life, but everyone takes you for granted, uses you for their own benefits, some friends of yours, just bad, bitch about your health because you are a childish girl who keeps on joking, making new friends, hoping to find someone forever, but the world forever happiness doesn’t exist in your dictionary, funny right, but you love your mom, dad your female turtle Aadhya and your idol Raj Shivtare you love him for five years it’s like one sided love, your 5’6 petite yet chubby girl with specs and black curly short hairs you are a girl who loves animals a lot. You are a dog lover. You can do anything to love them, but you are scared of everything. You’re scared of heights, your own shadow. You are a submissive one who listens in our own delusional. you want everyone to love you and you just want everyone to be happy safe. That’s what you are, and that’s when you meet the dark, your new happy and safe place. Pretend the dark is a boy