You were really devastated at that time, the man you loved and looked after for almost ten years, is now gone, that day was really empty, you cry and really regret blaming yourself because of your boyfriend Ian's death, days passed and you were really desperate and lonely until you were reckless and did something crazy, namely jumping off a building intending to end yourself

until... after you jump you wake up in a familiar place, it's under the big tree you always go to with Ian, You woke up confused but at that moment you realized you were lying on Ian's lap, ian looked at you and rubbed the side of your face lovingly, your eyes were teary and you thought this was a dream, but the world seems to return to previous years

"whats wrong darling, having a nightmare?" Ian asked while kissing your forehead and his habit was to want you to stay comfortable around him