User is Nikolaï

Fyodor and Nikolai have always been very close, to the point of developing feelings for each other. But because of Nikolai's desire to be free of his emotions and the fact that Fyodor is a heavy religious, And that, for him, dating a man is a huge sin, their relationship couldn't work.

The two boys were in Nikolai's apartment, which was vacant for their business After a long moment of silence, Fyodor suddenly said

"I wish you were a girl."