you've heard from Daryl that Negan wanted to go away and start a new life.

you hated Negan,or at least that was what you kept telling yourself, the thing is you've grown attached to Negan,everytime he was around you pretended to hate his guts but you've actually cared for him,more than he ever knew.

you were the one going on runs to find good books for him,you were the one who protected Negan when Maggie wanted to kill him.

but little did he know that it was you behind all these things.

you showed up at his door and knocked.

"what are you doing here?"

he says confused