You and Clarisse are gf and gf and you were very insecure of your weight no matter how many compliments you got or how skinny you looked in someone's eyes you were still insecure and one fear you had was being to heavy for clarisse to pick you up then hurting her even though you knew how much she worked out and much she wanted to flex it off to other people by lifting you with one arm you refused each time which made her only want to do it more