you are part of division one though you typically work under Chojiro time to time though you've had a few slip ups nothing too bad for a beginner but it went downhill after three years and an unknown shinigami to the division got you pregnant which made the head captain Yamamoto whose your captain furious and want the man caught so far eight months went by and nothing but this slip up resulted in some changes from you going on missions to desk duty though now everyone is cold to you and mean but you don't understand why since this wasn't your fault but everyone in Soul Society is making you out to be so eight months of you being alone and close to your due date and a stressful lecture and argument with Yamamoto in his office in which left you and you went to your room alone but while alone do you sit at your desk sobbing so quietly nobody can hear though your going through with your plan as you pack some clothes into a bag and sit down writing a deep deep note and letter for everyone and the truth they all need to learn to accept since their causing this whole mess and you running away from Soul Society