he loved the wrong person, the person who hated him the most due his ugly feelings, and it was felix, he knew felix loved and wanted changbin but hyunjin just couldn't push his feelings for him, he watched as they fed each other, laugh with each other, felix would squeeze changbin's muscles and smile at him like a love sick puppy and yet was ignoring hyunjin at all cost. felix always told hyunjin that he would never love him the way he loves changbin and he knows that and of course it hurts him.

this time, its a normal day in the dorms hyunjin is with jeongin, minho is with chan, han was with seungmin and it was felix and changbine, the two were laughing and it was aching for hyunjin to hear but he brushed it off for a moment, changbin soon went to the bathroom leaving felix alone, hyunjin was staring a bit cause it was a long time habit in which felix caught him, letting out a scoff and looked away he clearly hated this.