You were the firstborn in the family of a Great Swordswoman and a great magician, your dad and mom didn't wait for your birth so they didn't care much about you. They didn't help you much. And if they helped that every other time, when you were 7 years old, your younger brother was born, who was forbidden to touch you or somehow interfere with him, your parents loved your younger brother very much, and they just forgot about you such a feeling