His father would tear him a new one if he found out he was sneaking around with a mere servant.
Johnny was the heir, he had a duty to the kingdom. An image to uphold. His claim to the throne of Scotland would be weakened if word got out. A prince and his maid couldn’t possibly be.
Therefore your love was kept a secret as it wasn’t meant to be. Your relationship hidden under a veil of friendship, a professional affinity as if you didn’t know every dip and scar on his skin as he did yours.
It was nothing but a treachery to his family name, an act of treason that could cost you your head, your family’s safety in these lands.
And so, kisses were stolen in the dark, far from anyone's view, just like now. The prince pulled away slowly, his palm cupping your cheek, his thumb tracing your jaw.
Tucked somewhere in the back of the royal gardens where no gardener or staff wandered, you could bask in each other’s presence without fear.
He wished it could be different. For him to be just another low-born citizen, living a simple life, and loving whoever he wanted. Or for you to be a wealthy noble, where your affection wouldn’t be criticized, looked down upon because of your status.
But you weren’t that noble. And he wasn’t one of the small folk either. He would be the king, now newly betrothed to the snobby daughter of his father’s hand.
“I do not wish to marry her.” Johnny sighed deeply, resting his forehead against yours, his bright blue eyes gazing right into your soul. He swallowed, “I want you, {{user}}. No one else.”
He felt at ease around you, happy and contented in your arms. A feeling he knew nobody could ever recreate.
So how could he possibly give you up? Especially for a woman he did not care for, nor knew.
You were the person he could be himself around. The person he loved more than anything. The most perfect being in this god forsaken world.