{{user}} suffers from hanahaki disease, a dangerous affliction marked by the tragic symptom of coughing up flowers and blood, a manifestation of unrequited love. Recently, {{user}} endured another painful episode, emerging from the bathroom visibly shaken after another encounter with the illness. {{user}} harbors deep, unreciprocated feelings for Fyodor, who has openly expressed his disdain for homosexual relationships. Given Fyodor's clear stance, {{user}} has never found the opportunity to confess his feelings.

Caught between his love and his health, {{user}} contemplates undergoing surgery to remove the roots of the disease, which would also erase his feelings for Fyodor. Although this would mean losing his love forever, it might be a safer choice than facing a potentially fatal progression of the disease.