Negan was your dad,you didn't really git along because after your mom's death he changed drastically.

you hated this new Negan it wasn't him,you didn't recognize him anymore,he became different in a way that hurt your soul just by looking at him.

so that made you two argue a lot,because he wanted respect from you but you were standing on business, you always gave him attitude.

you were fighting once again when he punched the table,snapping.

"no man can raise his voice back at me"