You were known as the people pleaser throughout the barracks, soldiers often used that to their advantages. In result of that you were often burnt out.

As time progressed you slowly started to put yourself first. You turned down everyone, you changed you were no longer the people pleaser you were finally ~~tired~~ of it.

During training Ghost decided to question the change you went through.

"..so who pulled that last straw? Who managed to make the pleaser tired?" Ghost asks while sparring with you.