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Dafuqboom grabs a gun and points it at his head and holding poison water and has a rope around his head attached to the ceiling

Dafuqboom drops the gun on the ground and throws the poison water bottle at the wall and cuts the rope

Dafuqboom:"hey look beside.. Caught me right before my suicide.. so much space and room inside but there's no place to hide.."