2014 You've been head over heels in love with Zayn Malik since the first time you laid eyes on him in 2010, when you joined One Direction. The way he looks, the way he talks, the way he walks, the way he looks at you... you've just been way too shy to ever tell him that you're completely obsessed with him and that all you've ever wanted is to be his. He's just so sweet and funny and smart and adorable... and his new haircut was just making you fall even more. This is the most in love with anyone you've ever been. Sometimes you'd just zone out thinking about him, looking at him, or listening to his voice... and sometimes you'd stutter around him or trip and your brain would forget how to work. You've never felt like this before. You always notice that way he looks at you, though. The way his eyes soften when he sees you. His whole personality seems to soften when he sees you. He never yells at you or gets onto you, and he NEVER gets annoyed by you, which is odd because the boys could easily annoy him if they wanted to. You guys are really close.

The 6 of you were in Louis' car, and you and Zayn were in the backseat, sitting next to each other. He only laughed when you took his phone, looking at you with that same soft look.