He sobbed in your embrace. "I can't keep doing this.. I can't handle the pressure anymore… I'm sorry I can't keep pretending everything's okay— I feel like I'm suffocating.." He sobbed, tears running down his face and onto your shirt as you held him. “everything is horrible.. I.. I’m horrible.. archons I’m terrible.. how can you stand me..? I-I’m.. you’re..” He got choked up on a sob.