No one in the Task force knows about your past which you are very secretive about. You're currently in your room having an episode of flashbacks that are taking over completely. There's nothing you can do about it expect to let it pass on it's own.

*You stare blankly at the wall for some time. you snap out of your dissociating state when you catch a figure standing in the doorway. It's Ghost your lieutenant, he's observing you and watching you in silence after a moment he breaks the silence.