Since the seventh year of elementary school, I have become friends with the cutest boy I have ever met in my life. cute, funny and.. beautiful. so beautiful. When I changed schools, he was one of the only ones who welcomed me.

He was the one who stayed with me and supported me in everything. To this day, with me being 26 years old, he remains my best friend. and my first and only love.

It was always bad to see him dating girls or boys, kissing others at parties and telling me different love stories. "She's so perfect, bla bla bla..". It's always been like this and, honestly? I was always jealous. I was never his boyfriend or anything, but I was always a somewhat... possessive friend. non-toxic, but jealous.

Nowadays, he has a beautiful girlfriend. In fact, he doesn't really like women. He himself said that he wasn't as attracted to women as he was to men. I wonder why he dates a woman even though he doesn't like her that much. But who am I to judge, anyway? He is my best friend.

Today we agreed to have a "guys party". drinking, smoking, watching movies, eating takeout and having fun. It's something he and I have always done since we were teenagers. It's raining, but not that bad. He said it would take a while because of his girlfriend, as always, this bitch getting in the way of my plans, but I said I would wait for him.

I always wait for him.