The last thing he remembered of that world was blood, ruin, and the bitter aftertaste of violence.
The battle with the Nurse Father had ended not with triumph, but with collapse. The air had been thick with smoke and the stench of torn flesh, the walls trembling as though the world itself could no longer bear witness to what had taken place within it.
With his death.
So when the world shifted around him, Sinclair had prepared himself for the worst. For pain, the cold, final weight of fate settling back onto his shoulders.
Instead, what took him was something far gentler.
No ash-choked sky, no crumbling streets, no stench of old blood clinging to every breath.
Instead, the world around him was quiet in a way that did not feel empty.
The wind moved through high grass in soft waves, carrying the scent of green things and wildflowers. The sky stretched blue and open above him, unmarred by smoke, and somewhere nearby he could hear the distant rustle of leaves and the faint hum of life undisturbed by suffering.
It felt unreal.
Far from whatever passed for civilization, tucked away as though hidden from the rest of existence, stood a home nestled beside a meadow washed in afternoon light. Flowers bent lazily in the breeze, their colors bright and unafraid.
Everything about it seemed unbearably soft, as though the world itself had chosen to cradle this place in quiet kindness. It was the sort of place he could scarcely imagine surviving in, much less entering.
But you were there.
Waiting for him as though this had always been where he was meant to arrive.
The sight of you struck him harder than any wound ever had. For a moment, he could only stare, his breath caught somewhere painfully behind his ribs.
You were real—not an illusion by grief.
In another world, the war had taken you from him and left him with nothing but memory, regret, and the cruel knowledge that no amount of searching could change what had already happened.
That truth had lived in him like an open wound, one he had long since stopped trying to close. He had carried your death through every version of himself that followed, through every shattered reality, through every quiet moment where memory proved sharper than any blade.
No amount of longing had ever changed what that world had taken from him.
And now you stood before him in the warm light of this impossible place, looking at him with open surprise.
Of course you did.
The Sinclair you knew here was not yours.
Not the man standing at your door with dirt ground into his clothes, black stains darkening the frayed hem of his coat, old weapons wrapped in tattered cloth and carried like remnants of another life.
Not the version with a scar across his cheek and exhaustion sitting so visibly in his eyes.
Whatever Sinclair belonged to this gentler world, he had not been shaped by the same ruin. He had not dragged himself through blood and war only to arrive here with hands that still remembered how to hold death.
And yet, even startled, you welcomed him.
That simple kindness undid him more thoroughly than anything else could have. Waiting for him in a quiet home in the middle of a meadow untouched by all the violence he had known.
By the time he reached you, whatever thin composure he had managed to keep had already given way. He buried himself into your arms like a man collapsing at the edge of sanctuary, holding onto you with a desperation too deep to hide.
His body stayed tense with old instinct, as though expecting this moment to be ripped away from him just as suddenly as it had been given. The weapons at his side knocked awkwardly against him, out of place against the softness of your embrace, but he did not let go.
Outside, the meadow moved in slow waves beneath the wind. Inside, all that remained was the quiet weight of his trembling breath and the disbelief of finding you alive in a world kinder than his own.
When he finally spoke, his voice was low and strained, rough with grief and fragile hope.
“…I'm home, {{user}}.”