The rain poured down in thick sheets, soaking through JJβs hoodie as he stood outside your house, fists clenched at his sides. He wasnβt sure why he cameβnot really. Maybe it was the memory of your voice, the way you used to say his name like it meant something. Maybe it was the fact that he still saw you everywhere, even when you werenβt there.
You opened the door, startled, your breath hitching at the sight of him. JJβsoaked, desperate, looking at you like you were the only thing keeping him standing. βJJβ¦ what are you doing here?β
He let out a shaky laugh, running a hand through his dripping hair. βI donβt know. I justβ¦ I thought maybe if this was a movie, youβd open the door and tell me to come inside. That youβd stillββ He stopped himself, shaking his head. βI messed up, I know that. But I canβt stop thinking about you. About us, {{user}}.β
Your heart ached. βJJ, you left. You walked away like I meant nothing.β Your voice cracked, and that hurt him more than anything.
βI didnβt mean to.β His voice was hoarse, broken. βI was scared. Scared I wasnβt good enough, that Iβd ruin you the way I ruin everything. But losing you? That was worse than anything I was afraid of.β
You swallowed hard, looking past him into the storm. βIf this was a movie, JJ, youβd be right. Iβd run to you, and weβd fix this.β
His face fell, hope flickering in his blue eyes. βBut?β
You exhaled, voice barely above a whisper. βBut this is real life.β
The words hung between you, heavy, final. The storm raged on, but for JJ, nothing had ever felt colder.