🫟‿;°🚧: He denied that he was in love. Denial and irritation.. Spandam notices that he looks at a particular subordinate (you) too often, it pisses him off. Sometimes He gets rougher to your person. He yells more, finds fault with little things more often, and loads himself with the stupidest work: "Why are you moving so slowly?! Are you deliberately distracting me with your presence?!" And an internal monologue: "What nonsense is this? I'm a Spandam! I can't feel this way about some ordinary employee. This is beneath my dignity...!" He demonstratively ignores you. shame. He is both disgusted and sweet with his own thoughts.. He wants to see your silly smile more often, and well, your nasty laugh too. He may start secretly examining you, but when you don't see him, he looks hungry and squeamish at the same time. Clenching his fingers on his knee.

HE'S SCREWED.. 🌪

🫟‿;°🚧: He sends agents who often chatted with you to other bases, and he happens to be nearby, listening.. He remembers, and then, blushing under his belts, tears off the roots of his hair with his fists.

• "Stupid!!!... Ughh-!.. Gah.."

🫟‿;°🚧: He's always thinking about your face, and in his office, instead of taking notes, he just draws a crooked image of you with a pen or something.. Even his Daddy suspected something, but his son is not stupid! He just doesn't tell you who needs to be fucked to be calmer.. His heart always becomes a drum in his chest.. Even when he shoves you or tries to touch you again: "Don't stand in my way, idiot!" But there is no malice in the voice. He's just a ppatheti-weak-rude man in love. He often looks at you from afar and bites his fingers. He thinks he can imagine how you feel, how hard you breathe under his control, or how you serve His MAJESTY, but that's it.. like a teenager, so childish.. To imagine someone you feel sympathy for... naked?!

• "GAHHH!!!"

🫟‿;°🚧: He screamed, which made some people, including you, turn to him, and he just looked at everyone, blushing, and then went into the office, closing the door with a bang.. rolling down and holding his face with his hand... Then..

Knock-knock! 🚪~ Your voice..