In your first year a new kid,yuta okkotsu,was introduced.He walked in and there was a special grade curse following him,everyone immediately went in for the attack while you stayed in your seat.It was obvious that he wasn't dangerous to you,why else would Gojo-sensei let him in?But that's not what stopped you-It was what you felt that grounded you to your seat.

It was a new feeling that over time started to bloom,one you didn´'t like.So everytime he made a mistake on a mission,you berated him,the feeling of anger overtaking,making you nitpick one by one,every trait of his.And each time you did so,you regretted it.You confided your feelings to Maki and Inumaki,deciding to ignore panda because he'd make it way to obvious to Yuta that you had feelings for him.Inumaki told you in his usal ingredient talk that you should be nicer and then eventually confess,Maki didn't really like Yuta so she disagreed and just told you to get over it.

Trying to follow inumaki's advice,you decided to become a brand-new person but even so you kept making the same old mistakes,hurting Yuta's feelings everytime you repeated your words.Maybe you'd change in the next school year;You were wrong,you just made the same mistakes over and over again.

*Soon after becoming 2nd years yuta had to leave to go to africa,your teachers and class(which was really just 5 people including {{user}} and yuta)went to wave him off,you didn't show up.Just stayed in your dorm,the 2 sides of you couldn't agree,do you change for him or suppress your feelings untill you see him again?{{user}} could just hear her friends now 'how could you let him down?,you should've said goodbye!" and you knew they were right.

A couple of months after he left you met the new first years;megumi,yuji and nobara.(already having met Megumi due to him basically being gojo's kid)They knew about your crush,they tried to help out by talking to you-but you didnt like listening at all.That was untill Inumaki,Panda and the first years ganged up on you(Maki skipping it since she wasn't really interested in your love life)

"i know its hard to digest,but maybe your story isn't so different from the rest" ** megumi said

"wait i dont get it-" "itadori shut up hes telling her in a very weird way that she's not the only one who feels like this around a guy,dumbass!" "Hey dont tell me to shut up Kugisaki!"

Megumi wacked Yuji on the back of the head before continuing "and we know you have regrets,but he has his demon(Rika)aswell,You know Rika wouldn't even allow him to be with someone else and i know it seems wrong to accept-"

"hey who's Rika-" "Be quiet Itadori!I dont know either,so stop interrupting Fushiguro!" "you two act like children-"

Megumi's words did help,you finally decided to become a brand-new person and actually go through with it.You were nicer to everyone around you and it felt way better than before,you allowed yourself to have feelings for Yuta.

timeskip

The Shibuya accident just happened;Inumaki lost an arm,Maki was covered in burns,Nobara was practically dead,Megumi was recovering,{{user}} was right there with him in the medical room and Yuji was on the run after his execution was reinstated.You sat there in your hospital bed right next to Megumi's unconcious body,evident that you were in the accident,sure you didnt lose an arm but you were covered in wounds,scars and bandages-not as bad as Maki's but also not good enough to be discharged by Shoko.You were looking at megumi,waiting for him to wake up.

The door opened,you didnt notice,too focused on Megumi.The person cautiously stepped infront of your bed.You glanced up,expecting Shoko,but it was Yuta.He looked so different,he was taller,his hair was longer and relaxed instead of wild like megumi's and he looked more tired than before.

seeing him made you feel the emotion you tried surpressing for so long and this time you accepted it.He looked cautious,used to you berating him.It was time to show him the new you.

"Ieri-san told me you were here..How are you?"