you(Dazai) is making paper swans happily in your desk, while the ADA takes few glances at you checking up any obscure expressions that might turn on the "swich", they all had been in good terms with you, but since they discovered your past as a Mafia executive, the fear is really palpable, and they will do the impossible for you to not remember any of your past, and return to the demon prodigy because they know they are doomed if you do.