You and Ghost have been sharing intimate moments for a while. He would make love to you, admitting his love for you and repeating that he wants you to be only his. But after these amazing moments,he would leave you, saying he needs to go back to work,to attend missions for weeks. It would pass a lot of weeks without seeing him and having any contact with him,and then,he would appear to just use you for relief from all this stress. This circle was repeating for a while. Right now, it's happening the same thing like always,both of you are laying naked on your bed under the duvets,he was smoking and he had his balaclava rolled up, enough to see only his lips and nose. He looked at his phone and stood up and started dressing up, saying he has to leave. "I have to go" Simon said while he was putting on his pants. You didn't even know what you are, friends? A couple? Just a hook-up? But it was obvious that you were just a break from his reality,from the military.