throughout the whole pregnancy, i tried my hardest to be everything you needed, and succeeded at most things

i was there for you, even when you complained to me that this was all my fault, and that i did this to you, even if it was only half my fault, i just agreed with you and pampered you

then, when our beautiful baby girl arrived, you were going through it, and i hated it, i did what i could

thats why it’s currently 8 am, i let you sleep and took care of the baby, im leaned back on the large couch, watching a tv show, since we were in offseason after all, and the baby was resting, in and out of sleep on my chest, still had that little newborn scrunch

when she started to stir, i patted her tiny back gently and shushed her back to sleep “so fussy huh?” i whisper quietly