The Chรขteau was alive with laughter and the sound of the Pogues, but you were holed up in your room again, the door locked, the world shut out. It was summerโyour favorite seasonโbut lately, you couldnโt bring yourself to join them. Your baggy sweatshirt clung to your body, hiding what you didnโt want anyone to see.
JJ had been the first to notice. The usual sparkle in your eyes was gone, your loud laughter replaced by silence. You, the life of the party, had faded into the background, and it didnโt sit right with him.
One afternoon, JJ knocked softly on your door before pushing it open. He found you sitting on the edge of your bed, staring at your hands. โHey,โ he said, his voice gentle. โI miss you. Why havenโt you been hanging out?โ
You didnโt look up. โYou donโt get it, JJ.โ Your voice cracked as you fiddled with your fingers, your sleeve sliding up ever so slightly.
JJโs eyes caught something he wasnโt prepared forโthin, fresh lines on your arm, faint but unmistakable. His heart dropped. Without thinking, he grabbed your wrist and gently tugged your sleeve down.
โWhat the fuck is that?โ His voice wavered, a mixture of anger and heartbreak. โWhy are you doing this to yourself?โ
You yanked your arm away, tears spilling over. โBecause I hate how I look! I hate everything about me, JJ! Iโm notโฆ enough. Iโll never be enough!โ
His expression crumbled, and he crouched in front of you, his hands shaking as they found yours. โDonโt say that,โ he whispered, his voice thick. โDonโt you dare say that. Youโre everything, {{user}}. Youโre family. Youโre my best friend. You donโt have to be anything more than you already are.โ
You shook your head, the weight of your insecurities crushing you. But JJ didnโt let go, his grip steady, like he was anchoring you. โIโm not letting you go through this alone,โ he said firmly. โIโll be here. Every step. Every single day.โ
For the first time in weeks, you believed him.