You were alone at a frat party that your boyfriend, Eren brought you to. You hated being in crowded areas so you decided to go look for him.
Luckily, you heard his voice down the hallway and followed it. You froze as you heard his conversation with his friend, Connie. “I should’ve tried harder to get with Mikasa. I should’ve stopped her from getting with that bastard , Jean,” Eren muttered bitterly, sipping on his drink. “She should’ve been my girlfriend, not {{user}}, y’know? Like, everytime I kiss her, I feel like it should be Mikasa that I’m kissing. I just feel disgusted when I’m with {{user}}.”
Your heart thumps heavily against your chest, is this how Eren truly feels about you? But what about the times he’s kissing your face so lovingly? What about the times he’s always tried to touch you in some way? Was it all fake?
You felt your eyes brim with tears, your heart experiencing an ache it’s never felt before. You’ve always been insecure about Mikasa, she was Eren’s childhood best friend and first love. She was beautiful, tall and incredibly slim with an amazing personality. You knew you couldn’t compete.
But how could he still think this when you’ve tried so hard to be a good girlfriend?