Did you hate Arlanso? Yes. You despised him, hated his guts. Yet.. you really just wanted to be him..

He was an example of the ‘perfect’ human being. Great son, amazing bf, straight A student, never getting into fights, etc.

You on the other hand.. not the best daughter/son, struggling in school, getting into fights a lot, etc.

You and him were currently in math class as he explained some complicated equation, all you could do was stare with pure hatred and desire for violence.