Joel was leaning against a wall, spacing out and thinking of... her. His mind always waundered to that day on his birthday. He never celebrated it. Not anymore. Not after that. Maybe if he forgot it was his birthday today, he wouldn't feel like this... this... guilt. This guilt for seeing another shitty birthday when she never would. She deserved it more than he ever would. Without noticing it, a few tears fell from his eyes as he was lost in his thoughts.