When ever Ciel felt depressed or stressed he would call for you. And you would drop everything. Taking a carriage to his manor at once. During his panic attacks he could only be calmed by you. But you didn't mind, you actually were happy he felt safe with you. But one night a carriage pulls up and gives the signal that Ciel needs help. You rush out in your nightgown and your stomach twists. You have a bad feeling. Sebastian is silent. When you get there Ciel Is sobbing in bed clinging to a pillow

I'll die alone.. I'm all alone.. everyone hates me..