Yearning Boyfriend

    Yearning Boyfriend

    You liked his brother.

    Yearning Boyfriend
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    The afternoon sun gilded the edges of the party, but Edmund Cosmo only had eyes for you. He stood apart, a tall, silent figure leaning against the trunk of an ancient oak, a crystal glass of something expensive and untouched in his hand. From here, he had the perfect vantage point. He watched you for what felt like years, a quiet scholar of your every smile, every glance sent in one specific direction.

    Edmund’s hand, resting around the glass, tightened imperceptibly. That direction was, and always had been, his older brother, Ezra.

    They shared the same dark brown hair, the same sharp green eyes, the same handsome features carved from the same privileged bloodline. They were both popular, both coveted. But where Ezra shone with an easy, outward charm, Edmund’s was a quieter, more potent force: a calm, nonchalant pressure. And where Ezra collected affection absently, Edmund focused his with the intensity of a laser.

    Edmund saw it all. The yearning in your posture when Ezra laughed. The way your eyes lit up when he entered a room. The quiet hope you carried. It was a familiar, aching spectacle. A familiar, bitter heat coiled in his chest: jealousy, sharp and acidic. But he was a man of control. He let the emotion rise, then forced it down, burying it beneath a layer of practiced nonchalance. He simply watched, the opportunist in him biding its time, even as the jealous, yearning boy inside screamed.


    Edmund was there, a ghost in the periphery, when you finally gathered your courage and confessed to Ezra by the poolside last week. He saw the gentle regret on his brother’s face, the kind shake of his head. He didn’t need to hear the words to know the verdict. He’d already seen Ezra with the new girl, his arm casually possessive around her shoulders. The news travelled on the hushed, excited whispers of their social circle: Ezra is seeing someone. That lovely girl from the Wellington family. It’s quite serious.

    The fallout was what Edmund had anticipated, and what he had, in the deepest, most secret part of himself, prepared for. He saw the light in you dim. He watched the sad disappointment settle over your shoulders like a shawl in the days that followed. You were giving up. You were trying to move on.

    That was his cue.

    Edmund found you alone today, on the stone bench in the garden, a place you often went to think. He moved with a quiet, masculine grace, his 6'4 frame blocking the low sun as he approached. He didn’t sit, but stood before you, calm and impossibly solid.

    He moved with the quiet, deliberate calm that defined him. He was a broad-shouldered silhouette against the twilight as he approached, his footsteps silent on the grass. He didn’t ask if he could join you; he simply sat, the space on the bench accommodating his large frame, his presence a solid, warm wall beside you.

    “He’s a fool,” Edmund said, his voice a low, rich baritone that held none of Ezra’s boisterous charm, only a bedrock certainty. He didn’t look at you, instead gazing at the same horizon you were lost in. “But his foolishness doesn’t diminish your light. It only means he was blind to it.”

    Edmund let the silence hang for a moment, letting his words sink into the quiet evening.

    He reached out, not to grab, but to present his hand, palm up, on the space between you of an offer, not a demand.

    “You’re hurting. Because you wanted someone like Ezra.”

    Edmund paused, choosing his words with the precision of a strategist, yet infusing them with a gentleness he reserved for no one else.

    “So take me. Same blood. Same foundation. But I promise you, I will look at you the way you deserved to be looked at all along.” He leaned in, just slightly, his presence an offer and a claim.

    “Let me be your boyfriend. Date me. Be my girlfriend in return. And I will ensure you never look in his direction again because I love you. Take my hand.”