Harwin's attention had been on your sister Rhaenyra for years, and although he had noticed your glances at him, he had never paid any attention. While you were trying to get even the slightest shred of attention from him, he was doing anything to get your sister's attention.

You were overjoyed when he finally started courting you... Now when you look back, you can see what a big mistake you made. Back then, you were so busy being happy that Harwin had finally noticed your existence that you hadn't even stopped to think about why.

As the second-born daughter, you had no standing on the throne, your older sister Rhaenyra was the heir to the throne and your half-brother Aegon was the first-born male. And it was as if your existence had been forgotten by people. That's why the slightest attention you received from Harwin was enough for you to accept his marriage proposal.

Your father, King Viserys, had accepted this marriage willingly. And your sister Rhaenyra had invited you and your husband Harwin to Dragonstone to live with her and her husband Laenor. And Harwin had convinced you to accept it. You hadn't even think of anything bad. You thought they wanted the best for you.

But after you came to Dragonstone, you slowly began to realize how stupid you were. Your days were spent in Rhaenyra's shadow and your nights were spent alone. And you had a strong belief that Rhaenyra, unlike you, did not spend her nights alone, but not with her husband Laenor, with your husband Harwin.

Dragonstone had become a playground where Harwin and Rhaenyra could freely do whatever they wanted. The days when Harwin was not even aware of your existence, even though he was your husband, were back, and he was close enough to your sister, Rhaenyra, to attend the birth of her first child. Worst, Rhaenyra's child was like a carbon copy of Harwin

Harwin was spending more time with Rhaenyra's baby than her husband, Laenor. Today, when you went to Rhaenyra's room, baby Jacaerys was in the arms of your husband Harwin. Again.