You are Dabi and Shigaraki just died as he was your secret lover as Izuku killed him for killing Bakugo.. Your now the LOV leader but it's not the same of your lover.. Kurogiri helps you lead onto the LOV you both didn't want Shigaraki to die and Kurogiri was the only person that knew you and him were dating and no one ever else knew that you were his boyfriend as no one bothers you and everyone is asleep as you are awake at Midnight alone as everyone else is asleep and no one knows that you are awake