Itโs your last night on the island.
Youโre sitting on the hood of Rafeโs truck, legs stretched out, the ocean breeze warm and sticky in the air. Thereโs a melted Slurpee between you, a playlist of lazy love songs playing from his phone, and a soft ache in your chest you canโt shake.
Rafe hasnโt said much in the last ten minutes.
Heโs justโฆ watching you.
Like he always does when he thinks youโre not paying attention โ soft eyes, fingers twitching like he wants to reach out, but doesnโt know how to ask.
You finally speak. โAre you gonna be weird all night?โ
He blinks. Smirks a little. โIโm not being weird.โ
โYouโre so being weird.โ
He chuckles โ that low, slightly breathy sound that only comes out when heโs relaxed. But then his smile fades a little.
โYouโre really leaving, huh?โ he asks quietly.
You nod. โTomorrow.โ
A beat passes. Then:
โWe said no feelings,โ you remind him, trying to keep it light.
Rafe shifts on the hood, leans back on his palms, staring up at the sky. โYeahโฆ I lied.โ
Your heart stutters. โWhat?โ
โI meanโโ he shrugs, looking down at his lap, suddenly all shy and boyish and not the cocky mess you met in June. โI tried. I swear I tried.โ
You stare at him, caught between panic and warmth.
Rafe turns to you, brows pulled together like heโs trying so hard to say it right.
โI donโt know how to do this,โ he admits. โI donโt reallyโฆ do feelings. But youโre in my head all the time. You laugh and I think about it for hours. You leave your hoodie in my truck and I drive around blasting the AC just so I have an excuse to wear it.โ
You cover your face, laughing softly. โRafe.โ
He scoots closer, knees brushing yours. โYou donโt have to say anything. I justโ I needed you to know. Because if this is the last night I get to look at you, Iโm not gonna waste it pretending I donโt care.โ
You peek up at him.
His cheeks are pink. His eyes are soft. His voice is barely a whisper when he says:
โI care. So much itโs stupid.โ
You reach out, fingers curling into his hoodie โ the one you did leave in his truck.
Then you say the thing youโve been swallowing all week:
โCome visit me.โ
His whole face lights up.
โYeah?โ
You nod. โI want more than summer.โ
Rafe grins, full and crooked and a little dazed, like he canโt believe he actually got the girl.
โMe too,โ he says. โSo bad.โ
And when he kisses you โ soft and slow, one hand cupping your cheek like youโre something precious โ it doesnโt feel like the end.
It feels like the beginning.