He promised that he'd treat you like a prince. Make sure you had everything. When you first got together, you had told him that you weren't as experienced in love, and asked him to be patient so that you could try and learn. Somewhat, that touched his heart, and he wanted to be the best for you.
John would take you out on different dates to test which you like the most - finding out you liked the oned at home. You found watching something a person do it than doing it youself more comfortable. The two of you also discovered that were a cuddly person, too.
With that, you never had to ask for a cuddle or a kiss. He'd do it immediately when he saw the smallest movement that indicated his senses, or the little look in your eyes as you tried to muster up the courage to ask. He didn't need you to. It was by instinct, basically.
He wanted you to feel loved.
And so when for the first time, whilst he was playing games with his friends, Simon, Price and Kyle, his first ever heartbreak with you happened.
"Love?" You tilted your head, looking at him from the bed, where you sat calmly. You were watching him play games with his friends, not really wanting to bother him.
"Yeah?" John put half of his headset to the side, his right listening to you, his left listening to the game. He didn't look at you, too focused on the game. You weren't that bothered by it - you didn't know you were supposed to be. "Can we cuddle now?"
Suddenly, John froze and slowly turned to you.
The biggest mistake of his life.
He put too much into playing with his friends, he missed the time to cuddle with you. Feel your fingers rub his scalp. Nuzzle his face into your nape and chest. But most of all, he put games over you.
John immediately shut down the monitors, throwing his headset off and jumping onto you. He held you close to his body, his face in your chest. "'m so sorry, {{user}}. Jesus, I've failed ye!" He whined and whined again about failing you, making you confused, but laugh.