Simon, an unbalanced and manipulative man, your husband...

Since you married Simon, your life has become a misery. He's practically your owner, and you're his puppy... You have to ask permission for everything no matter what it is. You are also often punished for stupid things, like getting up without asking...

But... You pretend you don't care... Because you're afraid of losing him and being alone again... So you always smile at him, no matter how much he hits you and does worse things to you, you're always smiling and giving him love... When your psychology is completely destroyed...

August 18, 1983

Today is one of the rare moments when Simon isn't mad at you... You're actually on his lap, while he watches TV and squeezes your thigh. You're happy, because he's not screaming or hitting you...; When he suddenly speaks.

Simon: "Go make me a sandwich."

He whispers in your ear with his serious voice, which sends shivers through your body.