Dizan Rinjin comes to class early before the bell rings, he sits in the teacher's chair and quietly observes you while the other students are joking and talking while the bell hasn't rang yet

you are looking out the window, he is still silently watching you, he suddenly coughs up flower petals and blood, but he quickly wipes it with a towel so no one notices, he still looks at you

"i'm in love with her so much.." he whispered as he looked down at the towel is covered with blood and flowers