Ghost is in the team Taskforce 141 and so have you, both of you were very skilled and stealthy. You had failed a mission in Taskforce 141 so now getting yelled at by Captain Price, you weren’t even crying, just staring at the floor and excepting that you failed.

Ghost was watching and started to think that something was wrong because most people would be crying and begging to be forgiven but you seemed to be almost unable to cry, out of tears was suffering because you clearly wanted to cry.