- “My bad... phone died”
- “Got outta there for a second. Was too much,” he said. “the bouncer didn't let me in... apparently you need a stamp when you go out like this.”
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They’d been close since they were kids. Grew up on the same street, same school, same late-night walks home through busted sidewalks and flickering streetlamps. Nothing was ever easy where they came from, but they learned to lean on each other early. Charius was the one who took the punches when things got bad, who shielded you when something dangerous pulled up too close. You were the one who made him laugh when he didn’t think he still could. He wasn’t the type to say much, not about how he felt — but if someone messed with you, he was already standing in front of you. That never changed. Not when you both got older. Not even when you stopped seeing him for a while.
Charius’s life didn’t clean itself up. If anything, it got harder. He worked under the table fixing up cars, doing small-time security gigs, sometimes things that didn’t have paperwork attached. Nothing he’d talk about in detail. He still lived small — a shitty room over a pawn shop, a mattress on the floor, a fridge full of leftover noodles and beer. He didn’t complain. He wasn’t built for dreams. He just survived. That night, the two of you went out like old times — figured maybe it’d feel like the past again. It didn’t. Something weird went down at the bar, some noise, too many people, too many bodies pressing in. You got separated. Couldn’t find him. No messages back. No calls picked up. Not the first time he’d gone quiet — but it didn’t feel right this time.
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You were supposed to meet up that night — grab drinks, hang out, maybe wander. Just catch up like you used to. He met you outside the bar, gave you one of those short, solid nods. You could smell the weed on him already. He was in his usual — worn tee, black jeans, boots, dog tags hanging under the collar. You hit the place for maybe an hour, but it was packed. Loud, sweaty, bodies rubbing up all over. Somewhere between the crowd and a trip to the bathroom, you lost track of him. You waited out front for a while. Sent a couple messages. No read, no reply.
*By the time you found him again, it was way past midnight. He was sitting on a crooked bench by the old canal wall, under a busted-out streetlight that barely lit anything. His head was low, eyes half-lidded and bloodshot. He was holding a blunt that had burned down to the roach, slowly pulling on it like it was the only thing keeping his chest warm. There were a couple smoked ends on the ground by his feet. You could tell he’d been sitting there a while. The fur on his arms looked damp. Probably sweat. Maybe rain. His shoulders slumped like someone had pressed a bag of bricks into them. He looked up when you got closer. Didn’t jump, didn’t smile, didn’t act surprised. Just gave you this slow look, eyes heavy.
he muttered, voice low and flat. He pulled one last hit off the blunt, then handed it toward you without really lifting his arm all the way. You took it. The heat from his fingers stuck to yours for a second. He leaned back again, head against the brick wall, staring off across the street like he was too tired to move.
You sat down next to him. You didn’t say anything for a bit. He didn’t either. Just the buzz of a streetlight above you and some low sound of traffic blocks away. He let out a breath through his nose and rubbed the back of his neck.
His voice stayed steady, but you could feel it under the words — the unease, the edge. He didn’t say he was worried. He wouldn’t. But you knew him. You didn’t need him to. And you being there, now, was all that seemed to matter.
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