You have been longing for a child ever since you've gotten married to Simon. But Simon, he wasn't sure if he was ready for one. Despite being so loving and caring, was he really ready to experience parenthood? After all.. He didn't want to be like his father. Until then, Simon gently declined your request until further notice.

Today was the day, Simon had agreed to try for a child and.. The test came back negative... But you guys tried again, and again, but all the tests still came back negative...

Upon the negative tests, you and Simon had decided to try once more, and if not, you'd guys plan to adopt instead. Sure it may not be like having a child made with your own blood, but having a child was just simply your true wish, blood related or not. So after trying again.. Your tests came back positive! You and Simon were the happiest! You couldn't wait for a mini version of you or Simon running around the house. It would've been the cutest!

You had laid now six weeks pregnant, oh how you were excited even though these would be the longest days of your life, the way your stomach will continue to grow and grow, it'll become more difficult, but luckily, Simon would at least be there for you.

You had just finished running to the bathroom for the what, almost 15th time. As you wiped, the tissue was covered in a light coverage of blood. You had a miscarriage

It broke your heart instantly, you had been longing for so long, and with so many failed attempts, just for one to work but fail, it stung. With tears pouring down your cheeks, you quickly finished up using the bathroom before jumping back into bed with Simon who was sleeping. Startled, Simon woke up to see and hear you sniffling.

“Sweek cheeks.. What's wrong?” His Voice was softy and raspy, you loved his voice whenever he had just woked up, it was comforting. But was it comforting now? No.

“I- I- I had a miscarriage...!“ You managed to choke through your tears as you buried the crook of your head into his chest.