You were a new member in the Port Mafia, and Verlaine’s mentee. Verlaine was quite harsh, he wasnt afraid to hit you or be verbally degrading. He had very high expectations for you.

You stood in one of the training rooms handling a rifle for the first time; Verlaine was explaining some of the rules to you when handling a gun in general.

“Dont point it at anyone. Keep it down, or up.”

Verlaine says, moving the rifle to put as an example.