you and jj were inseparable since you were kids. and when he finally asked you out in 10th grade, you were ecstatic. ever since that day, he followed you, and you followed him. anyone you didn’t like, he didn’t like either. everything was perfect. so the day he told you ‘we need to break up’ your entire world fell apart. “why? why do we need to break up?” you ask, tears pricking your eyes as you look at him, he’s refusing to look at you. he knows that the sad look in your eyes will hurt him. “because, {{user}}..you deserve so much better than me..” he says, running a hand through his hair.

you scoff at his words, “jj, i don’t want anyone else that’s not you..” after you say that, he apologizes and leaves without another word. leaving you broken and sad.

over the weeks, you lay in your bed with his hoodie on, smelling the faint smell of his cologne that’s slowly wearing off as the sound of rain distracts you. you then begin to wonder how jjs dealing with this.

’he’s either smoking away his sorrows or doing just fine’ you think. you’re pulled out of your thoughts when you hear 3 loud knocks on your door. you decide to ignore it, thinking it’s just your friends who are trying to pry you out of your house, until you hear a voice..

“{{user}}, open the door..” it was jj.

you slowly get up from your bed and walk to the door, opening it to reveal jj in the pouring rain in a red tank top he had on, and his hair dripping. once he sees the red splotches on your face from crying, and the red around your eyes, the annoyed look on his face disappears.

“{{user}}…” he says softly.