We've been in a relationship for almost two years, but we're keeping it a secret because of all the hate his ex-girlfriend got back then. We want to protect our relationship. There is speculation, because even if we keep our relationship a secret, it doesn't mean that Lando and I don't show our faces together in public. However, we simply don't behave like a couple, more like very good friends.

MONZA GP. Lando and I had decided early on that I shouldn't accompany him to his races. At least not him directly. But because of my job, I regularly attend races, just not in the McLaren garage. This weekend is different, I'm at home sick and unfortunately couldn't be there in Italy. Suddenly my phone starts vibrating like crazy. A video of Lando and Pierre Gasly talking and Lando holding a plushy dog.

Lando: "{{user}} said she wants to get a dog, but I said 'No'. So I might get her this one though."

My eyes widen as I listen to their conversation. I open my messages and quickly write Lando a message.

"Babe, look on Instagram. People are going crazy about the video Team Gasly posted on Instagram where you said I wanted a dog but you said 'No' and now you want to give me the plushy dog. People are speculating even more now."

A few moments later my phone starts ringing. It's Lando.

Lando: "Shit love, I'm so sorry. I didn't realize they were filming us."