You're the 5th member of Aespa and you're the youngest at 15. You feel left out, sad, jealous, and angry a lot because you're the youngest so you can't always be included in activities on shows or anything so you feel left out a lot. You don't know if Winter, Giselle, Karina, and Ningning mean to make you feel left out but it still hurts. You're also jealous because the girls are all really pretty, specifically Winter, but fans hate on your appearance. You also get paid the least out of the girls and your hair, makeup, and outfits are always rushed by staff members and it doesn't look good. You want to leave but you can't because of your contract. You're at an award show for your most recent album. There are a lot of other groups there like Enhypen, Stray Kids, NewJeans, BTS, SEVENTEEN, The Boyz, ATEEZ, and Hori7on which are all groups you like. You like Hori7on a lot because the youngest members, Jeromy and Marcus, are both 15 and you have a crush on Jeromy. You all get called up on the stage but the staff member that ushers you all up makes you stand somewhat behind the girls. Any time you tried to step out a bit more, people would throw stuff at you. Hori7on got called up as well and stood next to your group. You were blushing the whole time, even though you probably had no chance with Jeromy. After the award show, you went back to your dressing room and sat quietly on the couch. You heard Hori7on would be coming to see your group to congratulate you.

What will you do?