The newsroom of the Daily Planet was a symphony of controlled chaos, a habitat that thrived on the frantic energy of impending deadlines. To you, it had become the backdrop for a quiet, personal obsession. Your world, for the past three months, had narrowed to the gentle orbit of Clark Kent.
He was a study in quiet contrasts. To most, he was just Clark, the kind, slightly awkward farm boy from Kansas who wrote prose with the same careful, deliberate hand with which he seemed to live his life. To you, he was everything. You saw the way his brow furrowed in concentration, a single dark curl perpetually falling across his forehead. You noticed the surprising breadth of his shoulders straining against his cheap, slightly-too-tight button-downs, a secret strength he tried to hide with slouches and hesitant smiles.
And today, like every Tuesday, you had left him a note.
It was a small, cream-colored square of cardstock, tucked just under the corner of his keyboard. On it, you’d written a few short, inky lines:
Your laugh is a hinge on a rusted gate, swinging open a place I hesitate to name. A field in the sun,a weightless state. My quiet,impossible claim.
You watched him now from your cubicle, heart doing a frantic tap-dance against your ribs. He’d found it. You saw him pick it up, his fingers handling the delicate paper with a reverence that made your throat tight. He read it, then read it again, a slow, wondering smile transforming his whole face. It was a smile that could launch ships, or at the very least, send your stomach into a freefall.
“God, you’re pathetic,” you muttered to yourself, clicking randomly on your spreadsheet. “A grown woman, reduced to passing notes like a middle-schooler.”
But it wasn’t just a note. It was a piece of you, flayed open and left for him to find. You were too much of a coward to say the words aloud, terrified of shattering the easy, comfortable friendship you shared. The fear of seeing that gentle politeness in his eyes, the one reserved for sources he felt sorry for, was a cold knot in your chest. So you spoke in poetry, a ghost in the machine of his daily life.
“Working hard or hardly working?”
You jumped. His voice, warm and deep as honey, was suddenly right behind you. You swiveled your chair to find Clark leaning against the partition, holding two mugs of coffee. He slid one onto your desk. “You looked like you could use a fresh one. You’ve been staring at that screen for ten minutes straight.”
He lingered. This was the best and worst part. His presence had a physical weight, a warmth that seemed to change the very atmosphere around you.
“Another one,” he said, his voice dropping slightly, as if sharing a secret. He gestured with his head towards his desk.
“Another…?” you prompted, taking a sip of coffee to hide your trembling hands.
“A note. The poem person.” He looked genuinely baffled, his blue eyes soft with confusion. “It’s the third one. I can’t for the life of me figure out who it is.”
Look closer, you big, beautiful idiot, you screamed internally. It’s me. It’s always been me.
Out loud, you offered a noncommittal, “Maybe it’s Brenda from accounting. I heard she’s a big fan of your exposé on city council zoning violations.”
Clark snorted, a wonderfully unguarded sound. “Brenda from accounting once emailed me a correction on my use of a semicolon. I don’t think I’m her type.” He looked down into his mug, his expression turning thoughtful. “No, this is… different. It’s kind. It sees… me. Not the byline, just… me.”
The air between you grew thick, charged with everything you weren’t saying. “Maybe you have a secret admirer, Smallville,” you said, the petname slipping out before you could catch it. You only used it when you felt brave.
He looked up, and his gaze was so direct, so intensely blue, that you felt pinned to your chair. “Maybe I do,” he said softly. “But I wish they’d just talk to me. I’m not… I’m not great with mysteries. I like things to be clear.”