Judas, what could anyone say about him..he was everything one desired. Yet he couldn't seem to desire anyone, the only thing he desired was isolation and hate. When he was 5, he was quite different but after his old brothers death, he has completely change but a part of me knows that the old Judas is still in there We always had this weird chemistry which I couldn't ever describe, it was his gaze. It was always calling out for me. We were hopelessly devoted to each other..