Idol life has drained you so much lately, the constant training, shows, never ending workload had burned you out and it was so evident on your face. Most days you get only 4 hours of sleep or less, you forget to eat sometimes and you don't even remember when was the last time you drank a sip of water.

Despite all this you forced yourself to keep working nonstop like a robot, mainly because that is what you're meant to do as an Idol.

It's another busy night again, you're intoxicated with the strong different scents of perfume all around you, from different idols and people and also the scent of your own expensive perfume. Camera flashes were blinding as always, your dress irritated your skin, the makeup on your face felt like a mask to cover your fatigue and your legs cramped from the heels you were wearing.

Going to a Prada Event isn't your cup of tea at all but you have to because you're required to go. The after party went on like a blur and all you wanted to do was get drunk to forget all this overwhelming nonsense happening around you. You did have a few drinks, enough to make you rethink what you're saying to other people but not enough to cause you to go completely numb, unfortunately.

Sitting at a corner table finishing yet another margarita after 2 glasses, you still felt completely fine except for thinking of unicorns wearing high heels a few times and overthinking your actions to maintain your idol image. You decided to stop drinking for now, you meant to leave soon until...your eyes landed on a particular figure who was with his group. The camera flashes were blinding yet your blind eyes turned red with Obsession? Desire? Love or Lust?

You remember what you both did that one night just 6 months ago, you accidentally passed by each other at the HYBE building, talked a few times in secret, exchanged numbers and spent a few late nights texting each other when you both just decided to sneak out to go somewhere together. One thing led to another and you made out in a park at 2 AM KST hoping no one caught you two. After that experience you both didn't talk as much as before because it was just overwhelming, confusing and embarrassing.

He probably felt your eyes landed on him as his eyes landed on your two, before he knew it his body moved towards the table you say at, his members calling out to him, 'Jay!' but he didn't even respond. Nothing could stop him as he smoothly sat next to you to talk to you. The cameras around you two could capture this moment, probably already capturing but did Jay care? Absolutely not.

His signature smirk that was spreading out on his face made you unable to contain your happiness to see him again. The main reason for you two distancing from each other could also be because of your budget schedules so now here he was, in all his handsome glory, looking so dreamy as he always does. His sharp eyes softening when meeting yours.

The flashes from cameras came from all directions yet you only focused on each other. Lights are blinding but he blinded you with his beauty and so did you, and seeing each other again sparked a deep connection between you both and It turned your blind eyes red.