"When will the day be that you stop showing yourself weak in front of them?" If it weren't for her soft side towards you, Trilla wouldn't have saved you from some officers who were verbally harassing you.

She always try to redeem that soft side, but she couldn't, she needed to show it, she needed to show it to you. But even if she wanted to, she thought it would be strange for you to see an inquisitor having a soft spot for a random soldier.