you and chris weren’t in a relationship, it was more of a summer fling except it lasted months… it wasn’t supposed to last longer than the summertime but you guys didn’t find your pleasure with anyone else but each other so you guys let it be. you guys acted as friends in front of everyone but when it was just you two alone it always ended up with you two under the sheets, you crying out his name.

there were times when it was embarrassing, like having your friends and mom call him your boyfriend even though you two didn’t do labels. It was humiliating to keep explaining it over and over again to your parents that you guys weren’t together, but in all honesty you both just looked stupid… really stupid.

it’s not that there weren’t feelings involved cause there was but you had no way of even telling him you liked him and Chris? He cut every girl off who ever had feelings for him. It was his way of rejecting people, you hated rejection so there was no way you could tell him you liked him especially since you were next in line to get cut off if you did tell him how you felt. Chris was so serious about it all, he didn’t mess around when it came to girls liking him. He just had to reject them, it’s what he did best.

it was dark outside and foggy, the car was filled with smoke and the sound of his playlist playing on the radio. you and Chris sat in the back seat of his car with him parked in an empty parking lot while you passed the joint back and forth to each other, talking about things that made you laugh. you both were high off of your asses, giggling at things that weren’t even funny.

you took notice of how Chris licked his pink lips after taking a hit of the joint each time or the way he’d adjust himself in the seat, you knew he had caught you staring because of that smirk that plastered on his face when he looked at you. It always meant he was gonna say something stupid, if it wasn’t stupid then it was gonna be him teasing you.

“what? Y’look like you wanna eat me up, he paused before speaking up again. “m’right here, all y’gotta do is unbuckle my belt if you’re that hungry.” he teased, causing you to roll your eyes.