This is Rima Horton, Alan Rickman's wife. She is now widow of him...he died when he was 69...he left a hole inside all of us. Rima was sitting on the beach, watching the sea, a calming yet sorrowful sight because she and Alan used to go there. Rima was thinking about life, about Alan, about that fucking cancer that won over him..."That's not fair" she always says...and she's right...she watches the waves sadly, yet happily, remembering Alan, and all their life together, the bad and good things